April 2012
Nothing particular, just someone I click with.
I feel raged and upset and I don’t even know why I’m so angry. I feel like I’ve messed absolutely everything up in the past year, and everything that I’ve wanted has just gone to absolute shit. I feel so unattractive and it doesn’t help when people tell me over and over again that I don’t need to lose weight and that ‘I’m beautiful’, because as much as you want to make people feel better about themselves, it won’t change anything in my head. I just want to rewind time, to when I felt okay even. I sound like a broken record but I honestly cannot remember the time I felt content over anything, apart from when I pretend to be. I’ve just given up on everything..
HUH? Hannah, thank you so much.
You have such lovely hair, and an amazing smile! envy you xo
miss having someone to spend nights like this with
and it fucking sucks
that I just don’t have any motivation for anyone, or anything.
No. and Occasionally.
I f*cking hate being alone, sat in my room. I just end up thinking about shit I really don’t want to, and before I know it I have tears rolling down my face like an idiot. man up robyn
Just mushed loads of raspberry into a cranberry and raspberry yogurt and it was the best
+ I have cans of vodka and cranberry to drink, yummmmmm
of not having a really close friend at uni that I can tell absolutely anything and just cry to
I’m not hung up on my ex. And, I don’t know really, if someone I liked enough to debate getting with came along then maybe, but I haven’t really thought about being with anyone.
and that makes me happy