Okay so it feels like Saturday so bad. I’m going to go upstairs and watch LOST cos’ I’m cool like that. I hope tomorrow and Friday go quick. Goodbyeeee!
I’ve had a lovely two days. It’s meant to rain tomorrow which is a bit gutting but I suppose it’s what I’m supposed to expect in England. I’m home now, got an essay on William Blake for Friday so I’m trying to get that out of the way but failing miserably.
I don’t even know what I want to do with my life. I don’t know if I want to go to a university with better accommodation, a better course or where I want to live. bleugh
I’ve never ever felt this happy. I’ve never had someone who makes me as happy as you do, not ever. I trust you, I trust you with absolutely everything. I want to talk to you and be with you 24/7. When I’m alone I don’t want anyone else but you here with me. I never want you to go.
So glad I feel better. I hope I’m 100% for tomorrow. Going out now with Steph, Vicki, Daisy and Emily for a Carvery now mmmm. I’ve been ill all day but it’s unbelievable how hungry I am. I’m really looking forward to eating actually haha! :) byeeeeeee xox
In summer I’m going to start a portfolio and take my camera absolutely everywhere, I’m determined.
I had a pretty bad day today. Went into sixth form bright and dandy but by third lesson I felt awful. I got a instant heat rush and had to run out of english. My teacher sent me home and for about two hours I felt awful. I was sick once and then ate something and I feel fine now. Going with five of my friends out for tea tonight hopefully I’ll stay okay :) nom nom
So I’ve spent over £100 in the last week. £35 went on a dress and skirt from boohoo. It still hasn’t arrived 4 days later. For gods sake boohoo, I’m upset about spending so much money, post my stuff so at least I have something to show for it.
I’m going to London a month on tuesday and I’ve spent every penny I’ve saved in the past week. I’m useless. I’m going to give my mum the money I earn from now on and not put it in my bank or I just know full well I will spend it.
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off– Panic at the disco
Just chillin’ with nutella on toast and my mum just made me a frothy coffee with chocolate on the top. mmmmmm
Gonna’ go get into bed and watch a couple of episodes of LOST. I’m working 10-4 tomorrow and it’s going to be totally dead because footballs on. Night guys. xo
so today has been lovely
It really has, and I hope this weather stays the same for a very long time. If the summer holidays were like this then it would be absolutely fabulous. I cannot wait for tuesday now.
sun-shineeeee asked: Can I have your hair please?!
astoldbyalice asked: Sorry for being anon =p And those sound like pretty cool courses :D
I am getting the train to Carlos’ at half one, haven’t seen him in a week. I’m babysitting at 9 tonight for someone and staying at there house, I don’t even want to but I really need the money. I’ve spent all my London fund in the past week and my bank account is a tenner. I think I’ll have at least £50 in my bank by sunday though. I really need one of those...
Anonymous asked: what do you mean by distance? And what's your course? :)
Anonymous asked: where are you going to uni? leeds?
I have 0 money. I had £150 last week and it’s all gone on travel, clothes and I just lost something of someone’s so bought them a new one which finished off my last tenner. :( I’m so stupid.
I went to my first university open day today. It’s strange, really really strange that I could be living miles away in somewhere totally different this time next year, I could have totally new friends and I will most likely not see some of my old ones. I don’t even want to go to university, I want to win the lottery instead.