May 2010
right so
last night I thought it would be a great idea to sort the 78 prospectus’ I had out. I now have got it down to six, I chose 6 that were all in the top 25 for the course I want to do, which is Media. Now I’m looking at the names of the places just thinking about how far they are and how scary it all is. Plus, I think I have totally over-estimated myself in the grades they want. Oh well,...
May 31st
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Going now, going to be sociable with the rents. goodbyeeee!
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My 13 year old brother is stuck in Blackpool; him and his friends missed the 4pm bus, then the six, then the 8pm bus.. what knobs. I find it hilarious. 
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looking at university's
it’s scaring me again.
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Anonymous asked: you look so much like katy perry!
May 30th
Going for a bit now, don’t know what I’m going to do but hey. Daisy and her family are coming round for tea soon. I’m looking forward to seeing Carl tomorrow again. I hope I’m working one day during the week, and I hope I have the motivation to do some media and English revision too. goodbyeeee!
May 30th
private blogs are the best things ever.
(via chelseymathews) Mine has paragraphs and paragraphs that I have wrote when I’m annoyed or upset, It’s so weird to read back. 
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So I’m off to work in about 45 minutes, working until 4. I’m doing really well for money at the moment, well.. for me anyway.. I have £30 in my bank which is usually £0, I am getting paid £30 today, and I have £30 on my paypal account which I will be able to transfer in a few days. I really would like to have £150/200 by August 1st when I go to London, and to be honest, I think...
May 30th
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Today was okay, I went to town and bought a hair dye which I’ll have to do tomorrow now because it’s too late. I went to Carlos’ then, and it was nice. I don’t feel too good right now, I was okay, but I just feel upset and downhearted. I’m going to bed now, I have work at 10 tomorrow. goodnight xo
May 29th
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OH MY GOD
I haven’t been out in 50 million years, please can it be the 19th December already please, so I can just go out? I haven’t dressed up or worn heels in about four months, and the last time I went out was just awful anyway. 
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“I will never be perfect, cos’ I’ll never be you.”
– The Blackout 
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plan of action today
Get train to Lancaster at 12.36  Mooch around by myself, put £10 in my bank and buy a hair dye  Get train at 1.26 to Carlos’  Chill with Carl and probably watch a few episodes of LOST Go home 
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shattered
going to head off to sleep now, I don’t feel too happy. Cannot wait for tomorrow, it will cheer me up a lot, like always. night xo
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I’d love to be able to have some sort of talent, to be really amazing at something. It actually upset’s me when people can play an instrument, draw, take photo’s well, have a beautiful voice.. etc. I don’t know what I’m good at, the truth is.. I don’t really have a ‘talent’. mmmm
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I don't like it
I’ve been trying to look at university’s because our UCAS has to be filled in in less that six months and I really do not want to leave it until last minute. I hate the thought of leaving everything behind me if I had to, all my friends seem to think it sounds a great idea, but to be honest, it makes me want to cry. 
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I've had a nice day
I chilled out until 12 and then worked for four hours, which went really quick and earned me another £20. I walked to Daisy’s then and me, Daisy and Amy chatted and took some photo’s. It was nice. I’m looking forward to tomorrow too.
May 28th
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