December 2009
open your eyes, and look outside.. find the...
i want to get using my camera
So the past few days have been up and down.. My mum has been seriously stressed out and upset about my dad and tending to take it out on me. shes being nice now though.
I had an amazing day today, I felt better than I have in such a long time. Some things upset me, but they can’t be changed. I hope things keep going well, and it doesn’t end up anything like my past. I really...
i could scream.
I have been waiting to go to vickis all day, was about to set off and mum says “I’ll give you a lift” at one she takes me out in the car and says “i’m not taking you all ythe way, you do nothing for me” so then I got stressed out and got her to take me home again, now I’m sat on my tod lonely and feel like kicking the television.
So the last few days havn’t been the best.
My dad went into hospital a few days ago and hes still in now. He got moved to barrow on christmas eve because there were no staff at Lancaster. I went yesterday at 10am and didnt get back til half six.. proper nice christmas day. He had a scan and I think its all going to be okay now, they said its nothing serious so thats good.
I got my camera...
I need to get tumblr-ing again.
the last few days
So I didn’t want to go to centerparks, but in the end it turned out quite okay. Me and daisy spotted susan boyle in the swimming pool, a lifeguard eating a whistle, we then had a hour journey lost around the whole of center parks and then they key acrd wouldn’t work so I swiped it over 1000 times because we couldn’t be bothered going to find our parents. The snow was amazing, it...
free fallin' fallin.
So this weekend hasn’t been too great.
I’ve felt pretty down for most of it, and felt insecure about things that maybe I shouldn’t. I bring the upset on myself.. I just get lonely.
It’s Christmas in four days.. Cheer up Robyn :)
the best of us can find happiness in misery.
birthday
So its my birthday, and its not been the best..
I had a ‘gathering’ last night, and tbh.. I didnt have a good time at all, I actually sat there watching everyone apart from Callam and daisy get drunk and have a good time. I started crying at one point, how utterly sad.. I was drunk for about a hour and then I just sobered up slowly and became depressed. It was nice making up with...
So Last Night Was truly amazing, you me at six wern’t as good as they were at the roadhouse but hey. Paramore were totally epic! :) I had such a good night.
Today has been horrid, we didnt get home til 2 so I have been literally falling asleep in every lesson! I havn’t felt too good either, due to the vodka intake I think, Think its because I hadnt drunk in 50 yearssss
I’m...
PARAMORE/YOUMEATSIX
TONIGHTTTTTT.
nothing compares to, a quiet evening alone.
So today has been okay, apart from the five lessons. 4 out of five of them were about death? I had english first, We did phillip larkins poems again and they were about how he thought once you are born you are already dieing. Then I had general studies and we did about there not being a heaven or hell. Then I had geography twice and we did about 2012, the day after tommrow and how we are all going...
